confused.

Do you ever feel lost, uncertain of your feelings, confused?
Do you ever feel that somehow the choices you make now will somehow go horribly wrong in the next few years?

Because I do. And nothing will change the fact that yes, i'm an emotional wreck now.Of course I am aware of my status as someone's fiancee, but I don't know what decision I should make in order to live the life than I have planned nicely in my head.

Yes, it's either if I should stay, or let go.

I'm a mess.